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Old Jun 28, 2016, 06:26 PM
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Originally Posted by Angelique67 View Post
Oh, that's great that you are vaping instead of smoking cigs! :thumbup::beer: I need a nice lemonade flavor too. I've gone through about 50 ml's of mount Baker vapor freckled lemonade which is very nice. Probably I'll reorder that. I haven't been able to cry for the most part, although I cried a lot the last week of March.

Just sad memories. Living here is so difficult for getting packages, i haven't been experimenting with a lot of different flavors and companies the way I want to. I'm hoping that moving is going to be ok. I don't know. and if some crappy regulations come to be for vaping, we'll probably never be able to get a lot of flavors, and specialties.

It would be great to not have to worry about so much stuff. I used to cry and pray. I remember from my life before meds, i used to use alcohol, and tea or coffee, and I'm not at all sure how I did that. It's very worrying to read about some of these legal drugs/meds and alcohol problems.
Right now I live within 1/2 a mile, at most, of 3 different stores that sell juice. They're usually pretty empty, so I'm mostly OK going there. One of our friends who vapes brings over some good flavors that he finds too and will split bigger bottles with us.

The only time I'm not worrying is when I'm high. I smoke weed at night and on weekends. It's been daily for a lot longer than I'm really happy with, but I've struggled so much already with finding good treatment. I've only tried 2 antidepressants so far, I'm still taking one even though it hasn't affected me any. Thursday I have an appointment with a new therapist though, I'm really hoping it works out.
Thanks for this!
Angelique67