I have been talking to a guy. We got coffee once, which was nice, and message each other on and off with small texts, nothing really exciting. Here is why I'm coping with emotions. I don't like the way I feel. It's not a relationship, just getting to know a guy I like, you could say dating..that's fine. I just don't like the way I feel. I just met him and I'm already simultaneously wanting closeness (which I'm not getting in texts), and worrying for some reason if I should even date right now. I was so happy being single. I also like this guy. I'm worried about getting hurt, on top of that.
I'm not sure what to do about my bad feelings of insecurity and not knowing and worry about dating in general. I just know I want them gone.
I'm putting a lot of focus on this one person. Although I like and am attracted to him, maybe he isn't the right one. I don't know. I want to feel like I matter to someone I'm dating. Im giving him the benefit tho, bc it's so soon. We really just met.
We are going to a movie this weekend. I don't know. Yeah.
Advice, insight, and support would be appreciated if anyone has some.
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