I always find people for friends. I feel confident that I won't be isolated and lonely. I'd probably be much happier. Frankly, I've had such a horrible experience with sex, maybe I don't ever want to have it again.

Maybe I am so damaged in my attitude about sex anyway. I don't know what is the underlying cause. I got accused a lot of being a tease. I did have the date r episode. Then the promiscuous phase. Then more dysfunctional relationships. Then married the most seemingly great, normal guy who I had the worst intimacy issues with.