It was only half a bottle of wine but the next day I'm paranoid. It'll go away hopefully. I won't drink anymore

I got my highschool diploma but like what do I do now. I'm looking at courses online and I need higher level math and physics but I'm just not well now jesus... They wont let me have a tutor because I'm almost 20 and..

My mom says oh you're too unmotivated to do it online so I'd have to do it in January.

I have no drivers license right now so I can't drive to the city anyways.

Like wtf. wtf.

This sucks. I can't even think properly I just want to relax. I've failed.