I always thought I was a problem for her. She was married when she was 14 and had stillborn baby at 15, from what she has said something happened so she thought she could not have more children. I am not sure when but she divorced him because he did things that were wrong and after that she just did wild things. She had me when she was 29 and she was diagnosed with HIV when pregnant with me, so she always blamed me for that, I think. (I was born healthy).

I was very close to my grandmother but she was jelous of this and would try to prevent me from hugging her. She would get mad at me if I didn't comfort her enough when she was sad. I remember once when I was around 4 she was crying and holding me in her lap but I wanted to get up and play and she got really mad, saying that I was being inconsiderate of her feelings.
She also told me things like that I could die if I ate halloween candy, I would choke to death on food if she didn't chop it up, and when columbine happened she showed me every detail and said it would happen at my school.

She told me I was so weird that no kids would like.me, and she was right. If I even started to get a friend she ruined it because she was jelous. She would coach me on being mean or acting bad so that family members wouldn't want to be around me and it could only be her.

She moved to Florida when she married her husband(they met on a website for people with AIDS)but now she lives in this state but a different city. I talk to her on the phone but the only thing she cares about is her husband it seems. I saw her a few times, but never alone. He controls everthing she does and hates me.