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Originally Posted by bounceback
Just want to say you are doing great rainbow. I am really proud of you. Eventually you will internalize her love. I think that is what she is hoping for. That way when and if your therapy is over you will be able to remember her with fondness and know that she cared and loved you and yet be independent and not feel like you cant function without her. She sounds like an amazing T. I am glad you have her. Keep up with the good work.
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Thanks, bounceback. I don't want to function without my T! I know I can but I don't want to. I'm processing my session here instead of in an email to HER. I hope that's all right. No one is forced to read it. She asked how close I wanted her chair. I said I really want you sitting next to me. She said she would except then she can't see me as well, sitting next to me. So she moved her chair closer instead. In retrospect I should have had her sit next to me and hold my hand. I'm allowed to have that in the session.