I just view it as being honest with myself. I tell myself the truth when other people want to tip toe around it, because it's "not polite" or "they might hurt my feelings".

I'm just tired of dealing with this crap and I just want it to end, but I only see one way out. I have tried doctors. I have tried therapy. It didn't help and in several cases it only made things worse. In order for me to get medication that would mean trusting a doctor, & that's not going to happen.