For Mouse,

What you feel is real....that honeymoon phase doesn't last forever, then one is left with whatever way one relates in the past, good or bad...your T sounds pretty good, like she tried to reach you even in the state you were in....how are you doing now? Still wishing for more fantasy and less reality? I have a weird relationship with reality myself....it seems to constantly change according to my mood yet of course reality actually stays the same yet it just confuses me sometimes.....my T says I'm actually in reality more than it feels like...my support group calls it dissociation...write us more, k? love junerain