A couple months ago, I told my therapist about my ET and it was really uncomfortable and we didn't really talk about it very much and I definitely don't want to bring it up again. I feel uncomfortable that he knows now and I try not to think about it.

I've been seeing a second therapist because I got so stuck in therapy with the first one--probably partially because of the ET, and now I find myself super attracted to my SECOND therapist.

Obviously this says something about me and the way that I relate to men. But what is it? Just that my dad didn't pay enough attention to me?