Day 34, and still feeling kind of flat and unmotivated. My current rehab has agree to let me come into their IOP program while I'm waiting to get into CAITS and I'm both happy and frustrated with that.

I'm frustrated that I feel like i still need the support, and happy that they're letting me in for an abreviated period of their program.

Still having crazy strong urges to drink so I'm grateful that I'm on the Antabuse. It at least stops the internal debate of should I or shouldn't I.

Still just working on taking it a day at a time.