Well, this guy told everyone my secrets and I never really got over that so now whenever I talk to males I am subconsciously feeling as if they are doing the same thing it really ****ing sucks but I also feel relieved when they ignore me and act like I am invisible it helps with the anxiety I don't like when they talk to me that triggers anxiety. I feel sad for it but then again I am thankful that I don't trust them can you imagine the dangers of trusting them? So, scary...