Have you ever been screened for borderline personality? Love addiction and codependency are a huge part of it. I would consider talking to a professional and possibly being screened for BPD. You remind me a lot of myself (I have BPD along with bipolar. Kinda tricky)

Edit: you asked about resources for help. I read a book called "addicted to love" religiously. Here you go...



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