Hi apsmith76,

The anxiety you are feeling in familiar settings must feel a bit "unsettling?"

Have you mentioned this to your doctors?
Have they been able to help you with your concerns?

I see you have 4 posts at the time I am writing this.
I have just put the term "electroconvulsive" in the search engine here on this site and came up with pages of discussions on "ect." By the way, the term "ect" drew a blank on the search, just an fyi to you if you do a search.

If you cannot yet use the search function, please try if interested, you should be able to by the time you have a count of 5 posts, if not before.

Just an example of one (of many) discussions which came up on a search:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/other...ml#post3334671

There are many more discussions related to ECT.

This post you'd started ended up in the "introductions" section. A moderator will be along at some point to redirect the placement, I believe.

I hope you find the information and the support you seek.

Be well!

My Best to You,
WC