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Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty
What little bit she has seen it has hurt her & hurt her bad. Why would I want to "show" her even more? I am doing my hardest to shield her from this as much as possible. I am not the kind of a hole that wants her to hurt. Plus it is rather obvious what little she has seen she doesn't understand. She takes my SI as a insult to her, which nothing could be further from the truth.
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Humpty is this feeling something that you feel all the time or is it sporadic? I see where you are coming from, how you view showing your emotions . . . . . . but grown men do cry and its okay. Its a release and a wonderful release it can be. But if your crying all the time and not understanding why and for no reason, maybe you and your wife could start at least "looking for answers and help". It sounds like you love your wife very much and I am sure she reciprocates that. It gets harder before it gets better, but I stuck through it with my husband and there is hope!! Rally support and be easy on yourself. Self care is important, even if that means getting on medication or talking to someone.
