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Originally Posted by unaluna
I just wonder what they want from me. And how I am going to fail to live up to their expectations. Which they know to begin with. So it's like it's all a set up.
You mean like that?
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no...my family has long ago given up expectations on me. Moving far away and limiting contact worked.
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Originally Posted by incas
Yes...i am like silently screaming....dont...i m not who u think i m...i will screew up i ll let u down. Plz dont b so nice to me.
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Its more like, i wish i could die, but know i won't kill myself because then my family and friends would be really upset, and i don't want to do that to them, which blows. hence, wishing they wouldn't care, or at least having me believe no one would care.