It's time for me to start up the hill again. You said it was less about desire and more about just doing. I just have to do it. I'm the only one that can change me. Break the bad habits. Move forward. Just a little change, doesn't have to be anything huge or big. Just little. I'm taking time today to just think, not overthink but think about a couple little changes I can make right now. If I just keep doing the same thing and wearing my anxiety blanket I'll stay in the same spot and I don't want to stay here. I want to help others I want to have energy, and I want to be happy.