I know this is a question that is asked a lot, but still.

I've seen this T for over a month now, around 5-6 sessions. And, to put it simply...
I don't trust him.
I can't open myself with him, I don't like him and I'm not sure why. And it's been like that since the very beginning, but I thought that, whit 2 or 3 sessions, I would have been able to trust him. But I was wrong.
Everytime I talk with him, I feel judged, ashamed. Like, he sometimes makes comments about things that are obvious, should be obvious, but for me, they aren't. And it makes me feel like an idiot, even though he's probably not doing it on purpose.
And everytime I have to see him, I'm anxious. Like, REALLY anxious.
I really don't know why. He's not mean, or angry, he's always nice and it's obvious he cares about me. He never shows up late and never cancels our sessions, despite having a busy schedule. But on the other hand, I don't feel safe with him, and I only have negative feelings when I'm with him. He also has some habits that I'm not sure are correct, like using his cellphone and writing messages right in front of me when I'm talking.

But even then, I wonder if it is MY fault. After all, I'm a very paranoid and anxious person, and I have a really difficult time opening with anyone - let alone a person I don't even know. So I'm afraid that eve if I change therapist, nothing will change.

What do you guys think? Feel free to ask questions