I've tried all three. The therapist wanted to push me into talking about what I couldn't talk about, the psych just gave me more medication, the medication (mostly all of the antidepressants) made me fixate on suicide to a point where it was all I thought about. I tried Effexor, Zoloft, Amitriptyline, Trazodone, Proprapolol etc.. None of it worked and all of it made things worse. The anti-anxiety's were a joke and after all of that I was done with medication experimentation. I was tired of fixating on ways to kill myself and planning out every single detail. I was also tired of having to stay in a hospital while they did this, out of work and away from home. I know I should at least try a new therapist but I can't seem to be able to.
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