i see...all of this makes sense to hear. it is familiar. I just think the irrational thought that psychosis causes is very debilitating just the same (if not more) than the side effects of antipsychotics. dont get me wrong, i know that sometimes medication can exacerbate symptoms and make things worse for the patient, but isn't the skewed logic something you should work to alleviate? i do not want to sound harsh or misunderstanding, i just view the effects of psychosis as unbearable and what not.