Just an update. I'm not doing good mentally. Not only from the lack of sub in me but I also had to change my med cocktail due to bad side effects. Also, to cope with lack of subs I've been drinking daily again. I'm out of control. So I'm dealing with all this at once. Today all I've done is sleep and cry. I have a pdoc appt tomorrow and I'll probably end up breaking down. I'm hoping for a med increase. I told my bf if he brings home another beer then I'm done. If there's a God up there please friggin help me!

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