So a good wife gets to get away with cheating?

20 years past, she may as well boast about her conquests and be cruel. I honestly feel the ***** is trying to pull off a classic novel out of her immoral life. Yes, she keeps reading titillating books/novels all the time. Where will I be left then?

And those guys, what if they smug around me recalling the treasured moments shared with my wife? What if they feel like boasting and talking about it and my office colleagues savor the news in hushed tones around me.

I take to non-violence and detach from this world?