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Originally Posted by ElsaMars
Sometimes it's impossible to know what I need, so I can't.
The worst feeling is not knowing what will make you feel better, just knowing you need something or you will burst. I hope you figure out what you need and I hope the people you love can provide it. (((Hugs)))
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Yes Elsa, (I loved that season of AHS by the way. It may have been my favorite season.)
It's those times when I feel as if I am going to explode and I just can't figure out what I want or what I need. When I feel like I've lost complete control. Sometimes I pop an extra anti-psychotic as it calms me down. But, I don't like doing that during the day because they tend to make my head heavy. I guess that's better than the alternative though. I've started talking aloud about what I'm feeling - that's new for me. I don't like bringing him down though when I am feeling despondent and inconsolable. Not that he's ever given me a reason not to talk.