I feel I'm experiencing both symptoms of hypomania and depression concurrently, so I guess it's sort of a milder mixed episode. Definitely different from the horrific "true" mixed manias. However, some of the days where I am severely depressed really concern me (like earlier today). Then, the hypomania is mixed in, creating even more anxiety, because I'm bent on making all these elaborate plans and some people have a hard time keeping up with me. I'm going on a trip soon, and want to come up with a plan with my pdoc without having to do all these last-minute med switches that could ruin my trip based on it being new and the side effects that come along with it, so I'm hoping I'm comfortable with her plan.

I'm very impatient with people lately and questioning their loyalty to me, but maybe I'm overextending myself. I'm also dreading work and hope I can push through tomorrow. I gave myself a few days off to recouperate, but I still feel I'm going back into the flames. Well, at least after tomorrow and the next day, I'm off for a couple of days. Wish me luck though, because my confidence isn't there....and *hugs* to you.