<font color="brown">Thanks Beth.

I know now that i'm not to blame for this, well I sometimes still do with 2 instances... but only when i'm down in the dumps and feeling bad about myself, but I knew they were in the wrong, and you are right I did it to protect myslef, or thought that it would and it didn't because I still got harrassed and what not by them... and because of that I quit the job that I most enjoyed.. and when I tried to get it back when they were re-hiring no one would call me back... blah....that was the only work related expereince i've had to deal with so far....

I try not to think about the past anymore, but sometimes it's hard.</font>