This is basically hell on Earth. (before meeting her)I was not committing-kinda-guy but I also wasn't a jerk playing with people. Now I'm so committed that I haven't lied to her even once, when I walk down the street or go to work I don't even glance at smoking hot girls in a way that seems me and my girlfriend are walking together even now that she doesn't talk to me. know this that I don't live In the US and people here don't wait for their girl/boy friends for 7 weeks, they'd be like: screw her/him, Imma find someone else. UNLESS they're truly in love which is very rare. She might be the one, and I don't wanna lose my biggest shot at a lifetime happiness at the first sign of trouble, Life has ups and downs as we all know. achieving Sth big like a trophy isn't easy and that hardness makes it more valuable doesn't it?
please wish me luck.
waiting for your replies. Thanks a bunch. talking to you guys comforts me.
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