dreading it. i have to make a decision about my mum, i can't keep making excuses not to see her.

my family dont like her, i dont like her right now, she is in denial and i need her to stay away for a while but just cant bring myself to tell her.

she's never been there for me, i need to tell her so much stuff, i can't face it. my stomach tightens when i think about it. she is bombarding me with her stuff at the moment and i just cant handle it.

sigh .............