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Originally Posted by black-roses
I have to admit before I was disappointed and even angry at myself now I realize I have a problem and I need help and compassion for it. The atwork network set me up for volunteer work I was meant to go today but when I woke up I was in a daze and couldn't tell I was in reality even whilst I was showering and etc. To some that may sound an excuse but when you can't tell if the comic book your looking at is a part of a dream or even if your sleep walking well you can say you have some issues. Whilst this has been going on for a while at varied numbered hours in the day this is the first time this has happened whilst waking up. I would say I was in sleep paralysis but my body didn't feel numb just my mind and will I cannot tell if this is one hundred percent me just being somehow awake after a deep delta state I can say this is not normal. I will be definitely calling Atwork and explain why I didn't go to the volunteer work I am hoping they will understand and finally get me an actual work place psychologist not this ring-around-a-rosy ****!
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I see that you have as your location Australia....
Im not sure if this is the same in your location or not. here in america treatment providers designate \differentiate between not being able to tell what is real vs what only feels unreal.
here in my location when someone does not know or can not tell what is real thats called psychosis where as when someone just .....feels.....that their surroundings or their self is unreal thats a dissociative symptom. what that means is that here for something to be called a dissociative problem "reality remains intact"
my point we cant diagnose you but we can tell you what our location goes by. maybe knowing what america goes by will help especially if your location also uses the same standards. you can read more about what america goes by in the links at the bottom of my post.
good luck with your treatment providers.