I don't want to do it without him either, but that's the only thing I'm certain of though.


Idk how termination feels to me, I can't access those emotions yet, I just know I don't want him to leave and hand me over to a new T, and I only have two more weeks to access these elusive emotions.


I don't want him leaving (he quit to go work at a new private hospital), because there's lots of unfinished business and our sessions are ending before the agreed upon time. But also because he's an awesome T and I've made excellent progress since working with him.


But on the other hand idk, it feels like I'm about to lose something big, but idk what that something even is, because I will still be going to therapy and my new T is awesome too (he facilitates our DBT group)...


Seems idk much of anything on this subject, I actually opened your thread to see if it would help me gain insight into my own experience since my emotions decided to shut down (not because T is ending, I have ALOT going on and the termination is probably the cherry on the cake) but instead I find myself just typing alot of "idk" in response to you.


Sorry about that.


I hope you start to feel better soon and that termination isn't as traumatizing as you anticipate..