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Originally Posted by bluebicycle
You can always take some Xanax if you're afraid of doing something impulsive or coming across as too hyper.
Sounds like you're having a good time, though. Enjoy the hypomania while it lasts. 
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I just took 4 Xanax to try to bring me down. The problem when I'm hypo-manic is that I feel like I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread and that I'm a genius. I'm fabulous and smarter than anyone (not true, just the manic thoughts saying that). I have to be careful not to drink because that is my "go to" to self medicate. I always think this time will be different, but the consequences are horrendous. It's like my manic mind doesn't believe it. It tell me this time will be different and that's ********e.