I can't drink while manic either, and I used to get the "this time will be different" thoughts too. It's smart of you to stay away from the booze.

I think I'm a genius when manic too. sometimes I am smarter/think quicker. I can act like a downright jackazz because of it too.

You've got me craving starbucks right now. I'm super tired and it might be just what I need. Was this post an advertisement in disguise?