Well I want to see her... she lives with a good friend because she came here 3 years ago and had no place to live. That's how I met her. I want to see her, to look into her eyes and to see who she really has become. I will have to see her, but I can choose to ignore her in the beginning. Then when we are together in the kitchen I can ask her anything I want. She will be the one the most amazed, since she doesn't know I'm actually becoming what I and she always wanted me to become, thin, strong and handsome.