Thank you guys for your kindness.

So many things are changing in my life right now with the possibility of moving completely away from my support system and finding a job and terminating therapy. I wish it wasn't all happening at once--I think maybe that would make this transition less terrifying.

I guess I'm really about to find out just how much our work together has impacted my life. It's because I've worked with him that I can even access the feelings of grief that come with leaving. I'm simultaneously grateful for those feelings and wish I they were a little less intense.