When I was on this forum last night for 4 hours I didn't think about her. But when I go to bed or wake up it's the same story. I've always wanted to help people in my life and I see that she really needs help. She could become the nice girl I met before. I got her voicemail today and I decided to tell her I was sorry for my behavior, I wished she would pick up but I understand she doesn't.

I could let it go a year ago when we broke up, but I always thought it was a break and we would come back together once we got everything in order. But she decided to get with someone else within 5 months and lied to me about it. I thought I still had a chance.