Welcome Noel,
I am surprised they let you out after 3 days.
I would suggest that you perhaps enter into an intensive out patient program. IOP
It sounds like you are not being properly medicated. I can't believe your therapist won't see you when you are obviously so ill and need her support.
just wanted to respond to your post.
Glad that you are here.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi