So... apparently my grandfather is on life support and we're deciding whether to pull the plug or not. For some reason, I don't feel sad! My depression has lifted, but I don't know if it's this damn mood stabilizer that's preventing me from feeling sad!

I love my grandfather and my grandmother a lot, but I just can't feel sad? We're letting my cousin Josué have the rights to make medical decisions for my grandfather because my grandmother, well, has dementia and she's not comfortable making a decision. We're also letting Josué sign the rights because my grandparents live in the Caribbean and Josué lives nearby. We don't live near them.

This all kinda happened within the last 48 hours. Since my grandfather hasn't eaten anything in about 24 hours, we're letting Josué decide to give him a feeding tube I guess. On top of that, we now have to figure out which nursing home to put my grandmother in and we have to figure out how to sell their house. My grandmother is going to be super upset.