Hi Noel,
That must have been terrifying for you, the idea that your husband was leaving you?
I am glad you are okay.
I cannot imagine a therapist not seeing you when you need help. Did your therapist give you other options, perhaps?
I agree with Bizi and everyone, either inpatient stabilization or an Intensive Outpatient Program may benefit you tremendously.
Welcome to this community!
Stay in touch with us?
Take excellent care of you!
WC