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Iīm 30+ years old and because of insecurity issues and also reasons I really canīt specify Iīve never been in a relationship nor have I had sex. I feel that I really miss out on something. I spend part of my summer at my moms (I donīt have any disabilities or such) and I feel like a real looser by doing so. Itīs not normal living partly as a child, not ever spending time more closely to another adult and by that I donīt mean only sex but a relationship.
As I have this insecurity and "unknown" reasons why I ended up like this for me itīs not about just getting out there and I donīt want anything casual or just chatting away with men. My T knows about this but I donīt think she knows how to handle my issues and as I feel that way I feel itīs not of much use to talk to her about this. (I canīt switch T:s, see my other threads.)
Years pass by and I just feel stuck and lousy. Iīm not overweight or such.
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