Patience does nothing but burn time, and nothing gets better with time. Things only get worse. Everyone always says to be patient, and while I'm chomping at the bit to heed that advice, life just passes me by. What am I waiting for exactly?

I'm sorry, but what is patience going to do for me if ten more years goes by? Stuff just gets worse. Time runs out. We get too old to do the stuff we want to when we're young. My garbage face gets even more garbage. The things I can make better don't matter. I could give a crap about my depression. I'm depressed because I'm worthless.