I've tried to do right. But it doesn't work. I may forget to do a thing or two, but it's bullsh*t that she'll punish me and no one else. I am the ONLY one who ever gets hit, grounded, punished or anything of that nature. I can't live a life where everyday I wake up, I want to end it all. I don't know what to do anymore. I've lost my will to try anymore. I feel rejected, that my "friends" aren't even my friends, they just pity me. I'm always the 3rd wheel, the one who never does anything right. I'm tired of everyone and all their crap. I'm tired of feeling like *****. I don't know where to go, or what to do, but I'm done feeling like *****.