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I've crashed again.
I've been up and down and up and down since april.
I can't handle this anymore.
I don't know if I should have my husband take me to the hospital. I have a lot of nots about that.
Such as:
Expensive and we already have a ton of medical debt from me
They won't be able to help me anyway
Holiday weekend and would really leave my coworkers hanging
I just can't stand this anymore!
In a few days I know I'll be up again, come down and be normal for a few days, and then crash!
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous
The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token
"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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