I always feel alone. Sometimes it's just a little melancholy tune playing in the background, sometimes I feel like I'm going to implode with the pain of it. After several failed relationships, I've decided I'm meant to be on my own, which is what I've long suspected. I'm now trying to make that into a positive in my mind. I think it will always bother me from time to time, but, like Sula B says, you just keep riding the waves.