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Is this dissociation:
When saying something, you're not even aware of what you are saying until after you've said it and you realize "That makes sense, but I don't remember even thinking that response." Or tonight, I laughed at something but I didn't really even think it was funny and I wondered why I was laughing.
Is this dissociation or maybe an ADHD thing? It is something weird I've noticed that I do on and off for years, but I've never really known what it is.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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