I spend a lot of time alone, but then I do love living on my own, having my own space and time to myself. Sometimes I get lonely, but not too much. I'm an introvert so I suppose it's normal for me. I have a couple of good friends near where I live and I'm close to a couple of family members, especially my brother.

My biggest regret right now is no longer being able to focus on reading, I used to a ton and never felt alone surrounded by books. I also used to write a lot and have been having the same problem with focus. Used to write a whole lot when hypo too but it's been years since I've had that experience.

What does make me feel alone sometimes, is that the vast majority of the people I know have spouses and kids and I divorced long ago and never had kids (never wanted them, but it makes me feel different -in a too different kind of way- not to have them). I do love my nephews though, though I wish they didn't live so far away.