After responding to the thread about feeling alone, I feel...alone.

I waffle between being happy where I am in life and wishing I were more social and wishing I could focus better on things that used to keep me company so well: reading and writing... There are no pills for these feelings, just wish they would go away when they wash over me. Luckily I'm usually good at keeping them at bay.

Though, speaking of pills, I do wonder about my lack of focus. I've often thought it's because of anxiety, but I'm like that even when not too anxious, and I wasn't before taking this frickn' cocktail of meds. I'll ask pdoc next time if there's something that can help me or if it's a side effect or anxiety, or whatever.