I know exactly how you feel. I feel so lost without my T. He's right below God in my life. I'm so upset since my last session. He asked me if I would want to see another therapist in their group about some issues he is not experienced with. I told him no. He said it is my choice, but he was going to note it for his protection and he was ok with it, but there may come a time that it will be unethical for him to continue when he feels he can't help.

I've been crying and dissociating ever since Saturday. I don't know whether to call him or just wait until next session. I won't see him for 2 weeks because I'm going out of town this weekend for some R & R. I'm trying to let it go for now.

I'm so dependent on him. I don't want any other T but him. I don't even know if I would want to live without him. I feel your pain.

Your not alone.