I have less people in my life than I used to. Most of my family I deceased and I feel a bit sad that those big July 4th family celebrations of us all at the beach are gone. Things like that. But, that's life for me and I accept it.

I am an introvert by nature so being alone doesn't necessary mean lonely for me. I am troubled that my concentration on books has waned recently. I love to read and I don't know what happened. I hope my focus returns soon. It's my go-to hobby and it especially helps when I am feeling troubled.