I'm trying to control myself not to be too obsessive and not to say things that other people find offensive without any reason (I kind of lack the sense of what's appropriate and not, I just say what comes to my mind in whatever tone of voice, because it's like I don't care for the voice tone and things like that, but other people, unfortunately, do. For example, yesterday I drove my family car that's been repaired and the change of one small part made it wild and fast, and I got so excited, as driving is tough for me and excites me like a kid, that I just wanted to tell everyone about it and almost did which was a bit weird and looked like boasting around).
However, yesterday I was at this big party inside a forest with a group of people I used to stick with since high school, and everyone was pretty nice to me, so I wasn't thinking so much about whether I keep the eye contact, or not. I don't feel the need to be so self conscious around people that know me for a long time, it's more stressful with strangers or some official meetings. There are also particular people that make me more stressed than the others.