i feel alone all the time.

even if i'm with someone who claims that they understand and know what i'm going through, clearly they don't.. clearly they don't care if i vanished from the earth tomorrow
usually for me it goes something like this:

me: these are my struggles, i am finding it so hard to cope and so hard to see the good parts to life

other person: yes, i can understand that- me too!

later:

person to someone else: what ever you do, don't talk to that person.. they are weird!

and then i'm left with dealing with the conciquences of people taking it less serious than it actually is