Doing well. It has now been 9 days of wellness since I was so unwell for a month. Usually I rapid cycle and skip being normal. Still I feel sad about a lot of things. It is like I am finally able to process a lot of trauma after a long period of being unable to get in touch with it. This is a good thing. It is not depression thankfully and suddenly feeling good is not hypomania. It is a sign I am alive, well and in touch with my emotions. It has been a long time since I have been able to do this. I think things are finally turning around for the better.