i agree that you just let yourself feel the grief, its normal. It would also help you lighten up the feeling. you should help yourself in moving on with your life. after quite some time you start a new life again without him. it may really be hard but think positive. think of your life and do things that would divert your attention.

i really wish you good luck and please take care of yourself.
((((((hugs))))))

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